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Wednesday, January 18, 2023
"We can put the past behind us but at three in the morning it comes back to haunt us…" from Journey of a mountain woman
Walter and I got married sixty years ago today. He has been gone twenty years. It seems like yesterday. I was almost nineteen and living on my own, working in a factory. I didn’t even have a drivers license! Life was so different then. I write about the past and I guess some think I still live there but I don’t. I do believe that we should remember the past for our best and worst moments lie there. We can put the past behind us but at three in the morning it comes back to haunt us…the sweet memories, the bad ones, the laughter, the tears. I have had a lot of all those feelings. But on this day I want to just remember that young girl and young man who had such faith in the future. A lot of our dreams came true, but many didn’t. But that was ok. That was life.--From Journey of a mountain woman
Wednesday, January 11, 2023
The Carter Family
Thursday, December 29, 2022
Blind Lemon Jefferson and Johnson City, Tennessee
Renowned guitarist Walter Davis, who was recorded by Columbia for the Johnson City Sessions, was among those who told of Blind Lemon Jefferson playing at the railroad junction in Johnson City, Tennessee during the early 1920s.
Davis, Clarence Greene and Clarence Ashley seemed to have learned blues and other guitar styles from Jefferson at Fountain Square in Johnson City where three railroads had stations around the square. Walter Davis, later, interacted with Doc Watson.
Clarence Ashley’s rediscovery had a important role in kicking off the folk revival period. His recording of ‘Coo Coo Bird’ played a significant part in this.
Ashley also taught ‘House of the Rising Sun to Roy Acuff who recorded it in 1938.
The image of Blind Lemon Jefferson is by Kimiaki Ishisuka who created a figurine and drew the image of the figurine. It is based on the only known photograph of Blind Lemon Jefferson. Ishisuka’s image of Jefferson is added to a photograph of the Fountain Square area of Johnson City.
When a picture says much more than one thousand words
Monday, December 26, 2022
Two Stories From Journey Of A Mountain Woman
Here we go.
When I was about eight daddy sent me to the store to buy some nails. Back then they were loose and in a wooden barrel and sold by the pound, half pound or however many you needed. By the time I got out of the holler I had forgotten what size he said so I winged it. Size 51 penny nails, I told the store keeper, Claude Blair. He was a wonderful man and if his lips quivered a bit when I said that, I didn’t think much about it. He told me”I’m all out of that size but I have some I think will work.” There were several old men sitting around on sacks of feed and they all got a coughing spell at the same time. when I got home I told daddy that they were all out of 51 penny nails but he sent some that he thought would work. Daddy smiled and said” that will work fine.’’Later when I went into the store again and the same old men were there and a couple of others also. One spoke up and said “that was a plumb good joke your pa got on you with the nails. Your daddy is a sight.” The other men looked a bit uncomfortable. “What joke?” He said and suddenly I knew. I had asked for the wrong size nails. Daddy took the blame for it. Just another one of his jokes. He never once mentioned it even when some of the men told him that he shouldn’t have done that to me. But daddy and I knew and it raised my love for him a few notches.---December 26
The food is on the stove cooking, the lights are twinkling on my tree, the great grand is napping and I'm trying to warm my feet with a cat in my lap aggravating me. I was thinking as usual. Lately several people have told me that their spouses have not forgiven them for things they have done even though they have tried to change. They have tried to bring God into their hearts and be better people. My daddy was a kind and gentle person to me. He was a lot of fun...most of the time. I loved him dearly and I always will. I'm going to tell you all a story of forgiveness beyond imaging. I was in a store one day while visiting my mother. She and I were together. Suddenly the woman in front of us fell and somehow became tangled in a cart. Her daughter was screaming and no help. I looked at my mama and told her, find someone to call an ambulance. She might have had a heart attack! Mama stood there glued to the spot, her eyes filled with tears. I can't! She told me. By this time others had come to help. I took mama outside and helped her into the car. Soon my husband and uncle had found us and we headed home. Mama told this story "I never told anybody, not even family," she said in a soft voice. "It all hit me when I saw Her again! My husband cheated on me. With that woman. He caught Syphilis from her. I was pregnant. He was really sick and had to go in the hospital for weeks. He was very sick when I found out that I had it. I couldn't go into the hospital. I had three young children. One just two years old. The doctor treated me at home and I told nobody. When the baby was born she was perfect, even though she was early. She had beautiful skin, not wrinkled and she seldom cried. She lived five days. Our old Dr told me after she died that he knew she would but he prayed anyway. Only he, my husband and me knowed why she died. I had syphilis, so did she. We had no pictures so the photographer from Cumberland took a picture of her after she died so my husband could see her. He was still in the hospital. It was hard for me to forgive him. I wouldnt let him come home until I was sure I could put the past into the past. He stayed with his maw for several months ànd after a while and a lot of praying I let him come home. I talked to the old Dr about it and he told me, 'now Lizzie, if you can't let it go and truly forgive him, then you shouldn't let him come back. You can't have a relationship when things, even terrible things, aren't forgiven.' I forgave him and went on to have that one last baby." She said, "I never saw the woman again until today I suspect it will take a whole lot of of prayers to forgive her." Honestly I'm not sure I could have forgiven that but I would not have allowed him into my life if I had been my mother, but if not I would not be here today. I was the last child. But she said she never mentioned it to him again. She never forgot her little children though and I saw her tears when we visited their graves, and I witnessed horrible heartbreak. I am in the process of writing a book about those days and I was not sure if I should include this story or tell it to anyone but today I felt I should write about it ànd about forgiveness. My Christmas message is that forgiveness is the hardest thing we can possibly do and if we can't forgive that person then we shouldn't allow them back into our lives, for forgiveness is not forgiveness if you keep reminding them of their fall from grace. It's not easy, never easy to truly forgive! I hope you all can forgive me for this heartbreaking story on Christmas. (Christmas snow two years ago)--December 25
Thursday, December 22, 2022
Some thoughts on where we come from
The following was written by Bobbie Rutledge and appeared on the Appalachian
Americans Facebook page:
I knew a man, he was a poor man but an honest and hardworking man. He pulled corn for $.25 cents a day. He graduated from high school in a time, where most young people did not. He wanted to go to University of Georgia to become a Soil Conservationist since he came from sharecroppers. He wanted to import their lives and see that they could own their own land. However he got a letter from Uncle Sam that he was needed. This man, who had never gone any further than 25 miles from Georgia went to Texas, California, Florida, France, and Germany. He drove a tank. When he got back he farmed along side his parents. He picked cotton from sun up till sundown with no complaints. He married a beautiful black haired lady. They had a child that was their world. The year the child was born his cotton crop made $50 and the hospital bill was $48. He finally decided that farming wasn’t gonna get since child any future. So he went to work driving he’s y equipment for the county he lived in grading roads thru the farm land he used to farm. That broke his heart. But life goes on. One day he was driving with his son in law , in the SIL new trick when they turned wrong and the SIL got on ONSTAR to find their way back. The man listened to the directions given and when they were back home, he turned to my hubby and said that was nice of that man to stay in the phone with us. Hubby laughed and said it was a computer. Daddy said well I swear, this came from a man, who walked to school, did his homework by lamplight and saw electric light come into his house. Saw TV come into it’s on. Finally got a telephone at the age of 40. This man who went without dinner so his child could eat. This man. Is who Americans have to thanks for being what we are today. This man is my Daddy, thanks Daddy, I sure miss you.
From Journey of a Mountain Woman:
When I was growing up when a person was near death, the Drs would say 'call the family in' and in most cases no matter where they were they would go back to the old home place in the mountains. It was a duty and a thankfulness, and A loving grateful opportunity to say goodbye. we all dreaded to hear those words...call the family in. Things have changed but us old folks remember...we remember the goodbyes, the casket set up in the living room, us sitting up all night, drinking strong coffee, that last time. The house smelled of flowers and fried chicken and the table was laden with food brought in by neighbors. Many of us will grieve this Christmas for those who have left us. Many of us are the only one left of a large family and we will smile through the tears as we remember those sad words...call the family in. Have a good night and God bless.
Sunday, December 18, 2022
Remembering with Dorothea Lange
The photographer Dorothea Lange (1895-1965) gifted us with photographs that document times and people that the standard histories of the United States don't deal with in and substantive way. I don't post the Lange photographs on this blog out of nostalgia or sentimentality but because these people lived and their lives mattered. These were your grandparents or great-grandparents. This is what was done to them, these are the things that happened to them that they barely spoke of when you knew them. This is our true history. Knowing that might help you find your place in the world and carry on the good that these people did or hoped to do.
The photographs were taken from the Dorothea Lange, Photographer Facebook page. That page is a great source for photographs and helps greatly in recollecting
Title: Manzanar Relocation Center, Manzanar, California. The first grave at the Manzanar Center's cemetery. It is that of Matsunosuke Murakami, 62, who died of heart disease on May 16. He had been ill ever since he arrived here with the first contingent and had been confined to the hospital since March 23.
Creator: Lange, Dorothea
June 30, 1942
Central Photographic File of the War Relocation Authority, between 1942–1945.
Title: San Francisco, California. Young musician of Japanese ancestry plays his guitar at the Wartime Civil Control Administration station. He is a member of the first contingent of over 600 persons of Japanese ancestry to be evacuated from San Francisco.
Creator: Lange, Dorothea
April 6, 1942
Central Photographic File of the War Relocation Authority, between 1942–1945.
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Title: San Bruno, California. Old Mr. Konda in barrack apartment, after supper. He lives here with his two sons, his married daughter and her husband. They share two small rooms together. His daughter is seen behind him, knitting. He has been a truck farmer and raised his family who are also farmers, in Centerville, Alameda County where his children were born.
Creator: Lange, Dorothea
June 16, 1942.
Central Photographic File of the War Relocation Authority, between 1942–1945.
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Title: Children of evicted sharecropper, now living on Sherwood Eddy cooperative plantation.
Creator(s): Lange, Dorothea, photographer
Date Created/Published: 1936 July.
Title: Daughter of migrant Tennessee coal miner. Living in the American River Camp near Sacramento, California
Contributor Names: Lange, Dorothea, photographer
Created / Published : November 1936
Thursday, December 8, 2022
From the past
Coal miners and a flat bottom cutting machine as it undercuts 30 inch coal so that it can be popped down later with a small charge of explosives. This photograph was taken at the Reels Cove mine at Marion County, TN. on the Cumberland Plateau, near Whitwell.
Grandmother from a farm in Oklahoma; eighty years old. Now living in camp on the outskirts of Bakersfield, California. "If you lose your pluck you lose the most there is in you - all you've got to live with" November 1936 in a photograph by Dorothea Lange for the Farm Security Administration, Library of Congress and Ward Weems.

‘Aunt' Samantha Bumgarner of from Dillsboro, North Carolina, fiddler, banjoist, and guitarist, Asheville, North Carolina, 1937 in photographs by Ben Shahn for the United States Resettlement Administration, Library of Congress and Ward Weems.
Pauline Clyburn's garden, Manning, Clarendon County, South Carolina, June 1939 in a
Sunday, December 4, 2022
For the sake of memory and hope for the future
Two families with 11 children in all living in one house that is very inadequate but all that is available in Quincy, Massachusetts, December 1940 in a photograph by Jack Delano for the Farm Security Administration, Library of Congress.
Coal miner, Colp, Illinois, January 1939 from an acetate negative by Arthur Rothstein for the Farm Security Administration, Library of the Congress.


Wednesday, August 17, 2022
“The camera is an instrument that teaches people how to see without a camera.”---Dorothea Lange
Well, here I go again. I have said it before: a person can talk day and night
on something they know nothing about, but ask that person to talk about
something that they do know and they will run out of talk in about 15 minutes.
That and I always say that experts are just people far from home. If the people
that you grew up around heard you advertising as being an expert, they would
just die laughing. Here I am going on.
Now, on May 4, 2022 I did two posts here about art and photography in Appalachia. They are titled "Never lose an opportunity of
seeing anything beautiful, for beauty is God's handwriting---Parts One and Two.”
They were not particularly well written or profound. My point in writing those
posts was to talk about painting and photography, and about some painters and
photographers as people who not only document or record life as it changes, but
also as people who we informally appoint to tell us and others more about
ourselves and our experiences. They become our representatives to a larger
world.
Every time you turn on the radio or the tv you hear someone
talking from a particular place and a particular viewpoint that is shaped by their
experiences and who they’re representing. I’ll wager you that in a day of
listening to the mainstream tv or radio you won’t hear any working-class people
telling our stories the way we tell them or would like them to be told. It’s
not the fault of the media; their sponsors and their mindset don’t allow for us
to be much more than consumers or victims or rough people. We know that we’re
more and better than that, but sorting that out is hard if we don’t have the
means to do that.
That’s why the painters, photographers, singers and bands,
poets and writers, carvers and whittlers, cooks, storytellers, six-time-mommas
who still tell bedtime stories, and so many other creative people who come from
the working-class are so important. If you can find something of yourself in their work you
might be on the way to sorting out your life essentials---where you came
from, where you want to go, how you want to get there, and who is coming along
with you. This helps people break out of their bad sides and start getting
along with others, and who knows where that will stop once it takes off?
If you
know where you have been and you get a vision of where you want to go, you’re
more likely than not to start loving the people around you. Most of us
want for others what we want for ourselves most of the time and you can’t care
for yourself without caring for others. Life doesn’t work that way. You’re more
likely to put down that bottle or that joint or the meth because, well, at some
point it’s either that or it’s your future and it's either that or the people who care for you.
I tried to make the point in my May 4 post that I think that
Kristen Kennedy, the woman who does the photography
at Virginia Lee Photography in southwestern Virginia, is one of those people who
helps us sort ourselves out. Her work gives me a good push on most days because
I can see myself or people who I come from in her work. You can catch up with
Virginia Lee Photography on Facebook, and if you live in Central Appalachia, I
hope that you will make an appointment with her and get some photography done.
But how is she documenting people, and what does her work have
to say to us? Some things are subtle. You have to let them sink in over time. A
photograph is usually something more than a picture. The person or place that
you see when you look at a photograph is held there at a particular moment. Yesterday they
were different, tomorrow they will be different. It’s good to ask yourself how
they happened to get there and where they’re headed. Ask yourself those
questions, too.
I’m going to focus here on Appalachia, big and diverse as it
is, and certain rural areas. You can be Appalachian and be in Northeastern Pennsylvania
or in parts of Alabama. You can live in a holler or a patch or in a city. You
can use yellow, white, or blue cornmeal. Your family’s roots can be in any part
of the world. My grandmother would say that labels are only good for cans of
soup.
Once, not so long ago, we looked a lot like this:
We were mostly poor, and many of our people were undernourished. Our families lived in rural areas, coal patches and hollers, “across the tracks” in towns and cities, in segregated and “ethnic” neighborhoods.
And many of our families lived in homes that looked like this:
Now, what changed? How is it that, with all of our troubles, many of us look healthier and happier today then we used to? Some of it is color photography. Some of it is
that today people smile in the camera. Some of it is that people go to Virginia
Lee Photography to have a happy occasion photographed. But it’s also true---and this
is central for me---that between those old times and today lots of people stuck
together, showed love to one another, and made positive change by protesting,
going on strike, and fighting for better living conditions.
Freedom is a continuing struggle, but we have had victories. Most kids in the
United States don’t go to work in the mines and factories now. We have mine
safety laws. We have seen times in this country when we had majorities or
near-majorities of people who believed in peace, civil rights, union rights,
and policies that put people ahead of profits. Appalachia and many rural areas were key to those movements.
Please take another look at some of the work done by Kristen Kennedy with what you have read above in mind.
The sentimental person within me says that this love and joy did indeed fall from the skies. But another voice tells me to take a minute and reflect. Do you see an evolution here or cause-and-effect? Where do you see the evolution and the change? I see it in the means of doing photography itself and in the very bodies and faces in the photographs, but I also see it in the development of real human feelings. The protests and the movements for change have expressed something good in people, but they also helped those feelings to find expression. The proof that these movements succeeded to some extent is in the smiles that you see here and in the faith needed to have a child or graduate from school today. And Kristen Kennedy is there to capture that love and joy and represent us.