A Lenten meditation provided by the Methodist Federation for Social Action:
2022 Lent Devotional: Week 3
By Emily Burns
Psalm 62: 5-8, 11:
“Rest in God alone, my soul, for my hope comes from him.
He alone is my rock and my salvation, my stronghold; I will not be shaken. My
salvation and glory depend on God, my strong rock. My refuge is in God. Trust
in him at all times, you people; pour out your hearts before him. God is our
refuge. God has spoken once; I have heard this twice: strength belongs to God.”
One of my favorite authors, Kate Bowler, describes Lent
as a time when, “We ask God to show us the world as it is. We begin with the
reality of our finitude rubbed on our foreheads on Ash Wednesday...then we walk
through that reality in a kind of dress rehearsal. It’s the downward slope of
God-the Great Descent, where the whole church walks toward the cross. A time
when we all get a minute to tell the truth: Life is so beautiful and life is so
hard. For everyone.”
Lent is a season of grief to acknowledge Christ’s
sacrifice and the reality of our suffering. We live within the sacred tension
that “life is so beautiful and life is so hard.” We know Easter is on its way,
but we sit with the brokenness of the world as we wait. We cannot ignore it. We
sit with the grief of more than 800,000 deaths from COVID-19 in the United
States and more than 5 million worldwide. We cannot look away from the reality
that even before the pandemic, 1 in 4 households experienced a major form of
economic hardship and that number rises to 1 in 2 for Black and Latinx
households. Many of us have felt the toll that this pandemic has had on our
mental health. We are experiencing more anxiety and depression than before the
pandemic but struggle to access adequate mental health care. The list goes on
and on. COVID-19 has exposed the gaps in society’s systems, and those who have
been the most deeply affected have been the most disadvantaged.
We sit here with the reality that the world is not as it
should be. People are hungry, grieving, scared, and sick. As the “end” of the
pandemic is declared to be nearing, some of us may wonder why we do not feel
relief. We have all been going through a collective stressor. As we are finally
coming to the point where we can breathe, the reality that is our changed world
and all that we have experienced feels like it is crashing down upon us. Many
of us are grieving the loss of loved ones while others may be feeling the
exhaustion of being both a parent and teacher to children. Some have lost their
jobs and others are managing the effects of Long Covid. Whatever your
experience has been, life feels unbearably hard for many of us and it can be
hard to hope.
This Lent, I will look for God to meet me in those places
of despair, helplessness, grief, sorrow... I will “find my rest in God alone
and remember that my hope comes from them.” I may not get the easy solutions
and answers I want, but I receive God’s presence within the unresolved. That
presence gives me the strength to continue to seek justice and work toward
systems that care for the most vulnerable. Rachel Held Evans writes that
“sometimes we are closer to the truth in our vulnerabilities than in our safe
certainties.” This Lent, may you encounter God in your vulnerabilities, in your
grief, and in your sorrow. May “the strength [that] belongs to God,” sustain
you as you seek justice and make change.
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